It's been a while...

I know its been a while. I just haven't really had much to write about.

This past weekend was my brother-in-laws wedding. 

For months before hand I kept telling myself that I needed to lose weight.

And did it happen? No.

So the wedding came and I am still looking like a giant marshmallow puff and believe 

me the pictures reflect this very thing.

You would think by looking at the pictures and seeing that I can no longer "hide" my fat especially the fat on my face I would be motivated enough to start doing something about it.

Well when we went grocery shopping the other night I got some "healthy" items fully intending on eating them. Its now two days later and after a McDonald's breakfast and lunch, an Italian buffet, and about 6 slices of pizza for dinner tonight you can tell its not going so well.

Can someone give me the motivation and willpower I so desperately need??

There is no reason that I should be like this. 

I eat when I'm happy

I eat when I'm sad

I eat when I'm anxious

I eat when I'm bored

I just pretty much eat all day long

and it never seems to stop...

I read all of these wonderful stories about people who have done it-people who have lost the weight.

I want so badly to be one of those people.

Someday maybe.